Caroline,
I know that I have hurt you deeply with all the things I said to you,
therefore I post this open letter on the internet so that you can read in
public that I admit my guilt.
When I met you in Hochoetz for the first time, I was bewitched by your
beauty and charms!!! Then, I had the honor to get to know you better and spent
some wonderful vacations with you in the 9 months I was allowed to know
you!!!!!
What happened with new year’s eve, well, I lost my mind!!!!! I called
you a whore and many other bad things, but that was only because YOU mean so
much to me, and I MISSED YOU SO MUCH!!!!
Since August 2012, we didn’t see each other no more, and I hoped so much
to see you between August and the planned vacation in Oetz March 2013 again!!!!!!
If you would have asked me to come, even only for ONE DAY in that period
between, I would have jumped in my car,
take a train or plane to come to you, or meet you wherever it would have suited
you… but that question never came… and I remained disappointed…
I was looking so much forward to go skiing with you, having a good time,
but you never wrote me when you would go to Oetz…
Since I offended you, many things have changed… I lost my job, got
depressed, have no more car, and I cannot sleep well anymore… The only thing I
think about is HOW CAN I MAKE ITUP TO YOU?????
But you don’t answer my emails, no reply on my SMS, no answer on a
handwritten letter…
Personally, I think everybody deserves a 2nd chance and I
truly hope you think so to!!!
Remember the great times we had:
Helsingborg in May and August, Antwerp, Bouillon, camping at Venn, Hamburg, the dinners, the
cycling, dancing, the birthday party and so much more…
I hereby want to apologize in public for those bad
things I called you and want EVERYBODY TO KNOW THAT YOU ARE A WONDERFUL WOMAN
AND THAT I WAS A STUPID IDIOT TO OFFEND YOU!!!!!!
PLEASE,
give me a 2nd chance and let me make it up to you!!!!!!
I NEVER
meant to hurt you and I will NEVER do that again!!!!!!!!!!!! All I wanted was
to give you the best and make you HAPPY!!! Just like your company made me the
most happy man ever!!!!!
Janko
Köhler